heaven

aNother day passed…without seeing you…without telling you how much i really miss you..terribly…everytime i talk to you on the phone…i just wanna cry because of sadness…aNd because im scared…this problem of mine keep bugging me everytime i talk to you…i cant say this…and i cant help it…i dont know..im just paranoid…this tears keep falling but no one can see it…for my heart is the one crying…

Still not enOugh…

i dont know where to start..

knowing that i always hurt you..

you always think i dont care..

that i dont love you..

for what i do was not enough..

for you to notice..

my love..

my care..

my sacrifices..

im trying..

but you see..

i failed..

its you who always say i dont care..

but what you dont notice..

i always bleed..

i die…

you always think..

that its always him..

that i love..

that i didnt give myself a chance to love you..

you made your sacrifices..

i can see it..

but you dont notice that i appreciate those..

you’re too busy..

thinking about how much you are hurt..

that you dont even notice that im also trying my best to..

become the best for you..

coz your the one that i want and needed..

i know that you love me…

i appreciate that..

i just dont want you to see..

how happy i am..

how i want you near me..

that i adore you..

you’re the one that my eyes can see..

you dont notice that im always crazy..

thinking of you..

i do love you..

for countless reasons..

i want to cry my heart out..

but how?

i hope you can see that..

I LOVE YOU..

I CARE..

im sorry if i cant make you happy..

but i swear that trying my best..

to overcome my shyness..

maybe im just too proud..

in telling the world you love me..

others migth have said that i do love you so much..

they see it..

but you dont..

just tell me..

what you want..

these silly questions keep buggin me..

do i have to change?!

for you to appreciate me..

is it wrong to be weak?

my heart is bleeding..

can you help me with this?!

I APPRECIATE THE WHOLE YOU..

I LOVE YOU HON..

very badly..

for my whole life..

i want you for a lifetime..

like the air that i breath..

you have teach me to love so true..

to show how love can do wonderful things..

to be much stronger..

to trust and be trusted..

i thank you for all of those..

even i never said this more often than you used to..

i can trust you with my life..

i candie now because of you..

you made my life easier..

you teached me to care..

and break my defenses..

for i love you..

and im giving my all..

to you..

i love you honey..

i hate how much i love you..

and i hate how much i need you..

bakit gnun?!

oo nga msaya tayo..

ayaw ntin mwala ang isa’t isa..

gusto ntin tayo na..

bkit lagi pring may tampuhan?!

selosan?!

takot?!

di ko maintindihan..

dhil ba mxado nting mahal ang isa’t isa?

an’ dming pumapasok sa icip ko..

lahat tanong pa rin..

pero i2 lang nmn e..

ikaw na ang mahal ko..

wala ng iba..

sila?!

wala na..

kinalimutan ko..

pra sau kasi minahal na kita e..

ikaw lng tlaga gsto ko..

msaya ko na ikaw ang kasama..

un lng ang alam ko ngaun..

sana naniniwala ka..

auqng iwan ka..

d2 ka lng ah..

wag mo ko iwan..

hOney..

tulad ng nsabi ko na…

mahal kita..

importante sa skin..

di dhil minahal ko sa o ano pa man..

tinuro nya skin ang maraming bagaY..

msaya ako ngaun..

para sa kanya..

ngmamahal na nman xa..

mabuti un..

pero mas msaya ‘ko na nkilala kita..

bakit?!

sORRY NA..

natatakot din na ako na maagaw ka skin e..

2lad ng tkot ko na iiwan mo rin ako..

mahal na kita tlaga..

hindi ka kasi naniniwala e..

What can I do to make you feel secure?
Remove all your doubts
So that you’ll know for sure that you’re
The apple of my eyes girl
Fulfllment of my dream

Time
Wish all the value of just what you mean to me
More precious than silver
More precious than diamond rings
Or anything that I can give you
It wouldn’t mean a thing
If you don’t have my love beside you there
To guide you through
Or any good to know you do

[Chorus]
I know just how you feel
‘Coz this time love’s for real
In time it will reveal
This special love that deep inside of us
Will all reveal in time….

I’ll tell you I Love You
But you won’t believe its true
More precious than silver
More precious than diamong rings
Or anything that I can give you
It wouldn’t mean a thing
If you don’t have my love beside you there
To guide you through
Or any good to know you do….

"BUT I WONT TRY TO STOP YOU NOW FROM LEAVING COZ IN MY HEART I KNOW.."

kung ano man ang kasunod n2..

di na mangyayari..

i will not even try..

kahit gs2ng gs2 ko makasama ka uli..

miz na kita..

talaga..

magpapakatotoo lang ako..

pero ok lang nman ako eh..

im always ok..

alam kong alam mo..

na kaya ko..

matapang ako ‘di ba?!

Lagi Lng akO d2 sA tAbi mO.. i2wAn LaNg kiTa pAg mAy baGo kA nAng mAhaL aT gUsTo mO nA’ kOng mWaLa.. mAgsAbi kA Lng ah.. hAndA akO anUman aNg mAngyAri.. i wAnt nOThiNg mOre tHan tO bE wiTh yOu.. pEro as aLways wHat mAtters nOw is yOur hApPinEsS..

just let me know..

ano bang dapat kong maramdaman?!

nalilito na rin ako..

masaya ‘ko..

pero..

hindi ko talaga maintindihan..

kahit ako..

hindi ko maintindihan sarili ko..

ang gulo..

may mga bagay na tumatakbo sa isip ko..

pero hindi ko masabi..

hindi ko alam kung tama pa ba..

pero alam ko wala nman akong ginagawa..

alam kong hindi ‘to guilt..

ewan..

waLa nMan akOng ibAng hiNihiNgi kUndi aNg biGyan mO akO nG pGkaKatAOn nA mApaLapiT sAu..  SANA.. pRo kNg hIndi tLagA..  mAiiNtiNdiHan kO uN.. jUsT tELL mE yOu kNow i’M aLwAyS rEaDy tO LiSTen.. sA nGaUn hAyAan mO mUna ‘ko nA aLaGaAn kA.. tNx..