heaven

bakit kaya mas nararamdaman ang sadness pag mag-isa? useless nman kung tanungin pa.. TANGA.. xmpre mag-isa nga e.. pagtiisan mo muna habang nghihintay ng resulta.. magiging ok din ang lahat..

..SANA

coz you have somebody else and this feelings i keep to myself.. i may never get to hold you so tight , i may never get to kiss you good nyt i may never get to look deep in your eyes or so it seems i always will be wishing you are mine i think about wat cud be all the time all the happiness that i can find baby.. A GIRL CAN DREAM..

hahahaha.. naba2liw na ata ako.. tumatawa kaya ako dahil masaya ‘ko o dahil nahihirapan na ‘ko itago ung sakit.. ang bilis ng epekto nakakainis.. pero willing naman ako bumitiw e.. kahit ngaun na.. ang sakit ng puso ko..

hahaha ulit.. sabi ko nga pla sa puso ko ilabas na sbi nya kya nya pa daw..sana ganun lang kadali mawala ung sakit, kailangan mawla ka na! lumalabas na ung pagiging selosa ko! wala kaya akong KARAPATAN!

AYOKO NA!

AYOKO NA!

AYOKO NA!

AYOKO NA!

AYOKO NA!

AYOKO NA!

AYOKO NA!

huhuhuhu…

ok lang naman talaga ko ngaun e.. masama ba un?

dun nga pla sa nagta2nong kung bkit ayaw qng ilaban..

maraming complications at ayokong maging dahilan ng

kalungkutan ng iba. Masasaktan din ako.. gusto ko lang

manahimik, dahil tulad ng sabi ko ayoko makasagasa.. sabi

nga pla ng iCp ko hayaan mo muna may ibang oras para

sa bagay na yan.. LOVE TAKES TIME daw oh..

bakit minahal kita agad?

pero napakahirap para sayo na mahalin ako?

bakit pa ‘ko nahulog sayo?

kung ‘di pala tayo tadhana.

aT sa lahat ng bakit?

bakit merong ikaw at ako..

pero walang..

TAYO!?

para sa nakakaramdam nito at tinatamaan..

hello..

crazy ryt? but its true.. ganun daw ang malilihim e..

till next blog..

oUchie..

i’m confuse, i don’t know what to do.. but hey i still know what i’m doing its just that nothing seems to work in everything i do.. pride always gets in the way.. i can’t give my all.. maybe i should rest for a while and think things over.. i’ll try to be more patient and humble next time.. but i feel more happy now because i’m already free.. maybe i shoul focus myself in my career and studies.. priorities of couse.. love can wait just like what i always hear.. i should be more careful next time.. i don’t want to hurt anyone..  this is me wheter you like it or not.. chiao..

how can sumthing so wrong feel so right all along catch me’ i’m falling for you.. how can time be so wrong for love  to come along catch me i’m falling for you..

that’s wat i’m feeling ryt now, pero xmpre ‘di ko mauutusan ang puso nya na saluhin ako.. at the end magtatago prin ako.. masasaktan ng ‘di nya mlalaman, kung ikaw na bumabasa nito ay makaicp na parang mxado pang maaga.. ewan ko rin.. pero sana ‘di mo ‘ko husgahan dahil dito.. ang magagawa ko lng ngaun ay magpigil hai masakit a dibdib pero yan ang totoo.. nahihirapan kong kontrolin pero kakayanin ko wala akong aasahan alam ko yan.. kontento na ‘ko ngaun makita lng xa.. tama na mxado ng senti.. until nxt time..

how can love let it go wen it has no place to go ans i can’t go along pretending that love isn’t here to stay catch me i’m falling for you..